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I'm so Stupid!
Haiz. Today very terrible. Failed Maths. FAILED! Arghhh! Then the other subjects also soooo lousy! I really gotta start mugging after this. Really terrible. I'm soooo ashamed of myself for my awful results. How I wish I can score better a bit for everything. This is very bad. I suck at everything. Feel so depressed. Lucky today learn bout how to release stress blah blah. I'm more of influence type, less of dominant and steadiness, none of consciousness. So sad. 0. NONE! Dunno why. I agree that I'm very influence type, cuz I love to talk a lot. But then I don't agree that talking to others really release stress. Guess it's just not me to talk real problems to others. I should trust people more. I am not dominant, I hate challenges and new stuff, accept that I can be really blunt and insensitive at times. I don't really mind people say me a bit. Unless u offend my idol or the things I like, usually I won't really take it to heart. Perhaps I'm a bit steady type. I can be shy one. To people I don't know of course. Sersiously, what's there to be shy with the people u usually are wif? I'm also quite shocked that I'm not the conscious type at all. Ok, maybe I'm not the most organized person and thinks a lot before saying anything. But the destressed methods are the ones I'm using currently, i.e. do some stuff which is completely not related to what u are doing. Why on earth! My box 13 haven come out! I've waited for 28 days! It's really a lot! A lot! Everyday, I'm filled with hope to see the new box out. But so far, It's so disappointing! I though that maybe, Hey, Sunday's my Birthday, maybe before that day it will come out. But today! Still haven come out! Really sick of waiting. Plus I ain't feeling well at all. My tummy hurts like hell. Stomach flu. The medicine I ate don't seem to be working. That's real sad.
All Hail Britannia on Friday, July 08, 2005
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